tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-73233342459757647282011-09-28T18:01:18.699-07:00xiaoyanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05911173997206500379noreply@blogger.comBlogger41100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7323334245975764728.post-33143910389714325352011-01-21T09:34:00.000-08:002011-01-21T09:51:17.718-08:00<span style="color:#993399;">21, 21, 21</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">Unlock the pads</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">Get your keys</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">Is this what i've been waiting for?</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">Got married</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">Earned an eternal mate</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">Had a kid</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">Have the next half of my life working</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">Getting a car</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">Getting a home</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">Having a family</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">Isn't that another lock?</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">So tell me...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">When will i get the right keys?</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">When i'm 50? 60? 70?</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">Or maybe when i have my last sight?</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">Ain't looking for freedom</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">Just curious why most humans perceives these as perfection</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">I'm laughing because i've become one of them</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">Yes, a laughing stock</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">Mummy said..</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">When you're older, you get your freedom.</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">How i wished mummy still locks me in her arms.</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">Daddy still hugs me when i was an infant.</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">I really miss those times...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">When my brothers disturb my sleep. </span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">When i got irritated with mum constant calls.</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">When i screamed at my dad for his naggings.</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">When i lie on my very bed looking at the stars that i've pasted on the walls.</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">When i drive out at night to prawns with my friends.</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">When i spend money without considering.</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">When i studied without knowing what the lecturer was talking about.</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">When i was still a little girl.</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">Baby girl...one day you're gonna ask...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">When will i grow up..</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">How i wished i could tell you that...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">Mummy never wanted to grow up.</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"> </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7323334245975764728-3314391038971432535?l=xiaoyandiary.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>xiaoyanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05911173997206500379noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7323334245975764728.post-67498743819949454662011-01-13T09:04:00.000-08:002011-01-13T09:46:29.855-08:00<span style="color:#ff6666;">So that's when they say<br />Marriage is a life-time commitment<br />And a baby can mean everything else that doesn't<br />Well, that's for the rest of your life.<br /><br />I love them.<br />I truly do.<br />The only targets i have in my life now is purely for them.<br />I have just proven the first two statement right.<br /><br />I want to ...go for a degree...<br />it saddens me more when i see my best friend doing it<br />while i have my commitments that...<br />makes it impossible.<br /><br />I want to ...be free without restrains...<br />but you know it's impossible..<br />with baby girl..<br />you know it's never gonna be possible.<br /><br />I want to ...do so many things...<br />but i simply cant.<br /><br />Remember when i was younger...<br />Mum always say.. a marriage ties you down..<br />She got engaged at 20.<br />And she told me that's one very thing she regretted.<br /><br />Oh yes mummy...<br /><br />i got married at 20.<br />gave birth at 20.<br />tied down at 20.<br />regretted at 20.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7323334245975764728-6749874381994945466?l=xiaoyandiary.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>xiaoyanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05911173997206500379noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7323334245975764728.post-58988359895369460852010-12-31T03:55:00.000-08:002010-12-31T03:56:16.214-08:00<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_g_OYpOOHKro/TR3EueMdZyI/AAAAAAAAA40/ipVN8ntV-Jg/s1600/SAM_0504.JPG"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 225px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5556813817903408930" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_g_OYpOOHKro/TR3EueMdZyI/AAAAAAAAA40/ipVN8ntV-Jg/s400/SAM_0504.JPG" /></a><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#6600cc;">Baby girl and Hubby sleeping together...Uhhhh...so cute!</span></div><div> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7323334245975764728-5898835989536946085?l=xiaoyandiary.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>xiaoyanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05911173997206500379noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7323334245975764728.post-30293923120681635132010-12-23T01:54:00.000-08:002010-12-23T02:22:28.319-08:00<div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><span style="font-size:180%;"><strong>AMBER's FULL MONTH CELEBRATION</strong><br /></span></span><br /></div><div align="center"></div><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 242px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5553817760397425218" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_g_OYpOOHKro/TRMf0-O-ekI/AAAAAAAAA4Y/wdoe7uvt5a4/s400/cdans.bmp" /> <p align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">Click </span><a href="http://www.streetdirectory.com/asia_travel/travel/travel_id_48491/travel_site_117611/"><span style="color:#ff6666;">here </span></a><span style="color:#ff6666;">for more details<br /><br /></span></p><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">Date: January 2nd 2011</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">Venue: Cdans Chalet (Bukit Gombak) - SHAW (PE)</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">Time: 5pm</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">Remarks:</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">For 2e5 friends, i would prefer you guys to go to my 21st birthday instead. This is optional.</span></div><br /><br /><p align="center"><br /></p>-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------<br /><div align="center"></div><p align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong>XIAO YAN's 21st BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION</strong><br /></span></span><br /></p><p align="center"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 241px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5553818743176396866" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_g_OYpOOHKro/TRMguLXvgEI/AAAAAAAAA4o/_yp_bN3J-ZU/s400/jurong.bmp" /> <span style="color:#ff6666;">Click </span><a href="http://www.streetdirectory.com/asia_travel/travel/travel_id_35969/travel_site_144411/"><span style="color:#ff6666;">here </span></a><span style="color:#ff6666;">for more details</span></p><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">Date: January 8th 2011</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">Venue: Jurong Safra BBQ Pit 3A and 3B</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">Time: 5pm</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">Remarks: </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">Baby Amber will be there as well =)</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7323334245975764728-3029392312068163513?l=xiaoyandiary.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>xiaoyanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05911173997206500379noreply@blogger.com0